What I need
This is a repost/rewrite from last year. I wasn't in the best mental space at the time, but I still liked it, so I fixed some things. I may not feel it as strongly as before, but forget and hide it would be a shame, so I will keep this post up. Keep in mind that I'm not a poet, but I like to stitch together some of my loose ideas.
I need something new
Something better
I need someone new
Someone better
I need someone to break me apart
To make me into little pieces
To discard every little rotten part of me
I need somebody to take my mind away
My heart away
I need to be empty
I need a person to give me orders
Instruct me into the future
My future, a good one
I need to live a day like all the others
The same as any other
I need to like what is coming for me
I need a clear guide
To tell me what I am good for
To tell me what to give up
I need to die
I need to suffer
Taste my own blood
Redeem myself
I need to smile
I need to live
To love what I see
Bite something sweet
I need to be someone new
Someone better
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